I have spent the last three years of my life living on the Hawaiian islands. I moved there alone and uncertain of what would come. I had a few hundred dollars in my pocket and no expectations. Wide eyed and open hearted I looked forward to this incredible journey. During these years I moved every few months. I never had a plan, never a worry, never anything more than myself and my suitcase. I learned to trust in the Universe, to trust the good in other people. I knew that if I was pure at heart and with my intentions that I would be welcomed and always provided for. I would give as much as I would receive, although not in the same ways but I made a promise that I would be of service however possible.
It wasn't always easy and I wasn't always the happiest but I always trusted. Then one day I met my husband who promised I wouldn't have to do it alone anymore. I have realized that living in a foreign country where a different language is spoken and an entire different culture exists can be bit lonely even surrounded by those you love.
I didn't think I would miss America, I didn't imagine myself craving certain foods or miss paying with U.S. currency. It didn't occur to me that I would yearn for small talk or many other things that give you independence on a daily basis. I am working on integrating myself into the Swiss culture which I am very fond of and I intend to learn the German language as well as the Swiss dialect but I had come to a point where I just needed a refresher. I needed to go back to the place where I am truly myself, where I can shine and communicate and do things on a daily basis. Becoming homesick is quite normal and I didn't even make it six months when I first moved to Hawaii before I had to fly home to see Wisconsin.
I am spending one month on Maui to gather myself again so that I can make it through the winter in Switzerland and have all of the oomph I need to learn a language and feel at home in another country. Unfortunately my husband couldn't join me but I am counting down the days until we are together again.
I am taking this time to gather my thoughts, ideas and intentions so that I can actively create the future I desire. I am still working towards Emilee's Healing Hut and I do daily inspirational readings on my facebook. I am a lucky girl to have my new family supporting me and a husband who recognized that I needed a break from Switzerland and sent me to my home in Maui where I have many amazing friends welcoming me back.
I realize how great and important people are in your life. During the years of constant travel and friends coming and going I know that I made some really solid ones on the way. That I have love and support all over the globe, people willing to listen and offer support whenever I am in need. I can only hope that I return all of the love that is sent to me. I acknowledge all of my blessings and give my thanks in my prayers every day.
So far I have been around the island connecting with my friends, eating my favorite foods, surfing, hiking, seeing the beautiful sights and soaking up all of the magic Maui has to offer. She has a special power about her and I intend to soak as much of it all in before I head out on the next part of my journey.
Thank you for reading and I appreciate all of the love, understanding and support.
Aloha
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